There is a Way

Today's episode is a ramble (mostly recorded on 8/26/26) about the flood in Nepal, power outages and "18 month blackout" propaganda, the dangers of strategic social media algorithms, the astroturfed war and divide between men and women, getting songs stuck in your head, losing interest in current events, and the way that the Lindsey Clancy trial is being used to keep people distracted and glued to their phones and fighting with each other. Stay safe, my friends. Peep the game and take a break from social media as often as necessary to stabilize yourselves and get back into a good mood. Stay tuned, more to come. Sending lots of love.

Today's episode is a ramble about the purpose of intentional isolation, taking a break from doom scrolling, grieving the loss of the world we once knew as civilization collapses, navigating the stages of grief with self-love, trusting the universe and letting go of attachments to outcomes, ending patterns and cycles by reacting differently to triggering events, and treating the universe at large like it's your soulmate. Sending good vibes to you all, please take care of yourselves and focus on your health as much as possible in the days ahead. Stay tuned for more.

Today's episode is a ramble about going with the flow of change, being flabbergasted by how quickly the sh*t show has escalated, the power outage in Gary Indiana, the desire to isolate and recalibrate, how the universe gives us signs of alignment or misalignment with other people, and how this may be our last chance to get as healthy as possible while we still have access to modern conveniences that help us thrive. I may be taking a break from recording for a few weeks while I figure out exactly what would be the most helpful direction to go in with the podcast. Hang tight and stay tuned! Get healthy and get ready. Learn how to love yourself unconditionally, and be willing to change, and let things change. Lay in the grass from time to time. I'll be back. Sending lots of love.

Today's episode is a brief ramble about the benefits of laying in the grass, lifting weights and exercise, staying in a good vibe as often as possible, the possibility of "solar flares" and electromagnetic pulse technology usage in the near future, blackouts, matriarchy as the civilizational structure of the future (shocking I know, just hear me out), and the notion that each Soul is manifesting literally everything in its existence. I appreciate you for listening in, stay tuned, take care of yourselves and keep having some fun. And lay in the grass. Sending lots of love.

Today's ramble is about the need to ground ourselves and decompress, the earth beginning to purge and cleanse itself, the weather events happening all over the world at the moment, the importance of shelter/water/fire/food in emergency scenarios, intentionally appreciating clean air and clean water, the possibility of WW3 and the collapse of the dollar, and trusting the synchronicities of the universe and the intelligence of the earth to keep you safe and provided-for in the days (possibly years) ahead. Stay sharp, stay calm and stay safe, my friends. Sending lots of love. More episodes to come, so hang tight.

Today's episode is a ramble about protecting the innocent, frustration with free time, the collapse of civilization, time travel and anti-gravity technology being unnecessary for peace on earth, Kane Parsons and Curry Barker being the newest "famous slaves" exploited by hollywood, a brief undetailed review of the movies "Obsession" and "Backrooms," the difference between understanding our reality and being at peace with it, the importance of enlightenment as an emotional state, gravity being electromagnetism and electromagnetism being the law of attraction, Experiental Physics being more relevant to the human condition than quantum mechanics, the usefulness of lucid dreaming, the floods in New Zealand and Mexico and New York city, the fires in France and Italy and Canada, the modern era of weather catastrophes, and how to manifest good weather and a happy future. Hope you all are doing well. Stay safe, stay happy, stay healthy, stay focused. You're here at this moment in human history for a reason. Love you all, be back soon. Stay tuned.

Today's episode is a ramble about getting legit answers to all my questions about particle accelerator technology, the misinformation about the large hadron collider, Mammoth Cave in Kentucky being the largest cave system on earth, caves and tunnel systems throughout the U.S., the "moon-eyed people" and "ant people" of ancient native american mythology, pondering the proverbial "observer" behind all of our experiences, blackholes as pinpoints of sentient awareness (souls), teleportation and time travel being intentional inductions of the reincarnation process, and the dimension of Time being an experiential cycle shaped in the form of a circular canted coil. Real nerdy shit. I hope it makes sense. Sending good vibes, hope y'all are doing well and staying happy and healthy and stable in the flow of life. Stay tuned for more.

Today's episode is an unstructured ramble about skepticism of observable experiments in quantum mechanics, shaving my mustache, hot girls dating trashy gas station guys, the Zyn addiction cycle, tunnels under Appalachia, Bashar being controlled opposition, wanting to hunt and forage and live off the land, rebuilding civilization with a foundation of harmonious interdependence with our environment, aspiring to develop spiritual gifts, self-soothing as a modicum for self-healing, and the fact that "history" is just a story conjured by your imagination. Sending lots of good vibes to y'all, hope you're out there having fun and taking good care of yourselves. More to come!

Today's episode is a stern message to CERN and its employees, some of whom allegedly believe that we are "trapped" here on earth and are attempting to break free. I'll be back soon with a more light-hearted ramble about random things. Just had to get this out there. Maybe it will resonate. Sending good vibes! Even to the lab technicians who have been forced into secrecy and are leading the public to believe they're "slamming subatomic particles together" (eye roll), for whatever goofy reasons they claim they're doing it. The large hadron collider is very likely an energy weapon being used to manipulate human consciousness. There, I said it. Talk to y'all soon.

Today's episode is an exhausted throw-away ramble about earthquakes in the pacific, working every day, calling my dad for father's day, asking my mom if she's a werewolf, chocolate milk as a lifehack, watching the movie 'Keeper' and hating it, jumping in the ocean to cool off, foraging and drying berries for winter, the "adam and eve" theory that the earth shifts its poles every 6,500 years, throwing a $100,000 birthday bash for myself at the Baltimore Aquarium, CERN shutting down until 2030, and getting tricked by the devil into 'visiting' Hell. Sending good vibes to you all, hope you're having some fun and treating yourself to a glass of chocolate milk on occasion. Better episodes are ahead, stay tuned!

Today's episode is a ramble about long vivid dreams, editing some old episodes, balancing work and social life, holding a baby goat, buying the show "yellowstone" on sale, going undercover at country music concerts, seeing a family of sea otters at the beach, eating and sharing an overly ripe watermelon, correcting myself on the usage of data centers and artificial intelligence, and a preview of the Garden of Eden & Ancient America episodes which are still in the works. Let me know how I can officially get the word 'squash' changed to 'squaRsh' and the state of Washington to officially change its spelling to WaRshington, because I'm on a mission to make it happen. Sending good vibes to you all, thank you for listening, go out and have some fun and stay tuned for more.

Today's episode is a quick ramble about the upcoming 'ancient america' series I'm working on, as well as some life updates and current events. Topics covered are solar flares and geomagnetic storms, anthropic warning about the rapid development of its autonomous A.I., urban military training in California, and some random notes about the American continents being older and more mysterious (and historically relevant) than mainstream history has been leading us to believe. Stay tuned for more, it may take me a week or so to be back! Sending good vibes to you all.

Today's episode is a continuation of a rant about country music, followed by a semi-structured ramble about the end of a cycle that the earth experiences every 12,000 years that resets civilization on a global scale. Topics include the history of the pyramids, Atlantis being a global greco-roman superpower, the true founding of major cities in North America, slavery in the bible and ancient Sumerian mythology, the current digital technocratic slave system we're all a part of, the inherent desire of the human soul to be free and lucid, and some thoughts on the Garden of Eden and the "fall of man." Hope you all are doing well, eating well, resting well, and having some fun out there. Take care of yourselves and stay tuned for more!

Today's episode is a sleepy ramble about the spiritual purpose behind the growing boredom with the digital world, the earth having a plan to counteract the intentions of the "nefarious elite," the theory that data centers are being built as future indoor cities, global civilization going through a full reset every 12,000 years, the divergence of the human species into nature-based beings or digital slaves, the desire to eat so much that I get fat, and my idiosyncratic abhorrence of country music despite being white. Sending good vibes to you all, thank you for listening and I hope everything is going well in your life! Take care of yourselves and have fun. Stay tuned for more.

Today's episode is a ramble about being tested by the universe, how on a deeper level we are all God testing itself to strengthen its desire to exist . Stay tuned for more. Sending good vibes to you all, take it easy and take care of yourselves. More to come. Lots of change is in the works.

Today's episode is a ramble about the concept of "indigo children," the inner call for personal growth, developing psychic skills, empathy/telepathy, the psychological benefits of creative expression, reconnecting with nature, total allowing and non-dual awareness, self-love and compassion, self-doubt and confidence, experiencing the earth as either heaven or hell, and how the collapse of civilization is redirecting each of us onto our intended path of spiritual development in this lifetime. Sending lots of good vibes to you all, hope you have a great weekend, take care of yourselves, eat well, rest well, and go out and have some fun. I'll be back! Talk to you all soon. Thank you for listening.

A ramble about being circumstantially pushed out of your comfort zone, the inevitability of change in our lives, the continuation of dusty lungs, the metaphor of Hernan Cortez burning his conquistadors' ships to impose complete committment to a cause, the analogy of the imaginary "beast" from Lord of the Flies, the impending fake alien invasion, and some more reflections on the collapse of civilization and how to navigate it with compassion and intuitive guidance. Hope you all are doing well and taking care of yourselves. Sending lots of love! Be back soon.

Today's episode is a semi-structured ramble on the state of "enlightenment" and how we can get into that state through a mental practice of total allowing. Topics covered are meditation, the nature of suffering, emotional entanglement and attachment to outcomes, resistance to change, physical and mental illness (and how to achieve self-healing), the Buddha's story and real path to enlightenment, the mental and manifestational benefits of total allowing, the catch-22 of non-resistance and non-attachment to the process, and a personal story of suffering / breaking point / allowing which clarified the path and the process for me exactly a year ago. Hope it's helpful, hope you enjoy it, hope you're all doing well. Stay grounded, go easy on yourselves, be patient with yourself, and trust that the universe is guiding you and supporting you in all ways. I'll be back! Talk to you soon. Lots of love.

Today's episode is a very scatterbrained ramble about lung irritation, chicken bedding, the slow development of a baby rooster, the most difficult part of yoga class is holding in your farts, the astrological alignments causing breakups, being torn between the desire to be social (and have fun) and the desire to isolate and pursue spititual development, choosing not to chase women, and the importance of self-love throughout life and relationships in general. Be back soon, take care of yourselves and have some fun this weekend. Sending lots of love to you all!

Today's episode is a ramble about black cherry juice (not from concentrate), putting baby chicks to bed like they're children, if I was a ghost I would possess people, the movie 'I Heart Huckabees,' waking lucidity practices, God having a pinoccio complex, the duality and dichotomy of lucidity and obscurity through emotional entanglement, and a slightly deep exposition of life as a dream and how our emotional orientation to those experiences makes the dream of life more "real." Hope you all are doing well and having some fun; get outside, eat well, rest well, and have some fun. Talk to you soon.

A quick ramble about staying focused, using "pure love" and "total allowing" instead of the ostentatious terms 'christ consciousness' and enlightenment, the intention to hunt and forage, developing lucidity in waking life, the intuitive guidance to 'step it up a notch' in spiritual development as well as rest, relaxation, fun, diet, sleep, and some closing thoughts on the benefits of social connection in the digital world with like-minded individuals and groups. Stay tuned for more! Take care of yourselves, sending y'all a bunch of love.

Today's episode is an unstructured ramble about all the changes happening in our individual lives and in the world at large, and how embracing those changes inevitably leads us to our highest good. Topics include raising baby chicks, candy hangovers, workplace injuries, moving and relocating, relationships dissolving, losing instagram followers, and how our resistance to change can be detrimental to our health and the outcome of our lives. Sending lots of love to you all, take care of yourselves, TRUST the changes happening in your life, and try to float on the surface of the river of life and allow it to take you where you are meant to be in the next chapter of your life. Be back soon, stay tuned!

Today's episode is a ramble about how our desires and intentions cause the universe to reshape itself and generate opportunities for personal change. Topics include craving adventure, relocating to tropical or isolated locations, fried plantains and avocado for breakfast, surviving the apocalypse, the desire to live with indigenous tribes, Taoism being an ancient school of thought that inspired Jesus and Buddha, and how abiding in a state of total allowing induces unconditional happiness that leads to the state of enlightenment. Sending good vibes to you all, take care of yourselves, be kind to yourselves, and pay attention to the visions and ideations that call you out of your comfort zone and in the direction of your personal growth. Stay tuned for more!

Today's episode is a ramble about getting triggered and slipping out of pure love, correcting the way I relate to people in my life, experiencing lucidity in dreams and in waking life, and striving to continue walking a path of total allowing and unconditional love (and the mistakes along the way). Hope you are all doing well and taking care of yourselves; stay positive, state your intentions, and trust that you are intuitively guided and infinitely supported on your own path. Be back soon.

Today's episode is an unstructured ramble about how Jesus manifested healing in himself and others. Topics covered are the process of achieving the vibrational state of love, the powerful effects of embodying pure love, channeling your intuitive guidance, Jane Roberts channeling an intelligence she called "Seth" (the inspiration behind Abraham Hicks and Bashar), seeing miracles as nothing more than manifestations, and noteworthy difference between knowing "the path" and walking "the path." Happy Easter everyone, sending lots of good vibes, go out and have some fun and love as much of this life as you can. It will help. Stay tuned for more. Talk to you soon.

A ramble about briefly relapsing on nicotine, respecting every sentient being's procress of self-creation, taking a break from doom-scrolling on instagram, the self-diagnosis of rejection sensitivity dysphoria, the unspoken brotherhood of mustaches, and recalibrating our focus onto the emotional states we would like to be feeling while letting the universe do most of the leg-work in manifesting our desired outcomes. Hope all is well on y'all's end, take very good care of yourselves and follow your internal guidance toward the little and big things that make you feel good. More episodes to come!

Today's episode is a ramble about spiritually "walking the walk," having patience with myself, not trusting the internet / instagram / artificial intelligence, the importance of spending time alone in nature, and how to receive intuitive guidance. It is my belief that our intuition is the purest form of guidance that we can receive and that the future of humanity is one where we are very intuitive beings that are independently lead by our own internal higher awareness, rather than followers of a singular leader or messiah. Hope this helps. Stay positive, take care of yourselves, and stay tuned. In fact, feel free to tune me out and tune into what the universe is saying directly to you. Sending lots of good vibes.

Today's episode is brought to you by the real speaker behind this podcast, Shabbaz Tamalan and his three cats (Ferris, Bueller and Dayoff). Topics covered include the "meteors" plummeting to earth all over the United States, the restorative bliss of a rainy day off, eating gluten and channeling the true teachings of Jesus, the fuel shortage in the US, and the (likely) false flag of "energy lockdowns" being thrown into your instagram algorithms. Hope you enjoy, sending good vibes, take care of yourselves. Stay tuned for more.

Today's episode is a very loose ramble about the more optimistic perspective of rebuilding western civilization in the days and months and years ahead. A lot of the ways we sustain ourselves are within our control, and a little bit of organizing and teaching and participation will go a long way for us. The vibes through the mic are much better than yesterday's episode, which I have deleted. Apologies to anyone who heard that one...it was rough. Sending lots of love! Go out and have some fun today. Stay tuned for more. Thank you for listening.

Today's episode is a semi-structured ramble about the spirit of the Earth and all of the gifts it provides for us in our experience of life upon its surface. Topics include the benefits of grounding, the respiratory symbiosis between trees and humans, the abundance of fresh water under and on top of the earth's surface, the practical usage of trees and plants to sustain human life, the telepathic connection between humans and the earth at large (as well as all of its sentient inhabitants), and the possible eternal nature of earth's existence soothing the notion that "modern humans" are temporarily in a predicament of near-extinction. Do not be afraid. The earth is always looking out for us and providing everything we need to survive and to thrive. Hope you enjoy; take care of yourselves and stay tuned for more.

Today's episode covers the principles and practices of water collection from a survivalism / homesteading / DIY perspective, including (product-based) water filtration, rainwater collection, solar distillation, oceanic desalination, and the intentional manifestation of rain weather. Stay optimistic my friends. Take care of yourselves and take care of somebody else, to quote George Carlin. Sending lots of love. Brighter days are ahead, for those of us who are looking ahead with passion and envigoration. Stay tuned for more!

A ramble mostly about Darryl Anka channeling the intelligence of Bashar, the semantic differentiation between "extra-terrestrials" and "inter-dimensionals," Terrence Howard's new online geometry program, keeping some of my plans and practices secret until they are ready to be revealed and taught, and reasons to maintain optimism despite the daily dose of progressively more frightening news in our news feeds. Stay positive, take care of yourselves, spread some love, and stay tuned for more.

Today's episode is a semi-structured ramble about your inherent capacity for intuitive guidance, advice on how to receive universal guidance, and reasons to believe in yourself and your ability to manifest the future that you wish to live. I'm learning every day and just sharing what I'm learning as I figure it out, based on what seems to work for me. Be your own hero. Be your own Christ. Have faith in yourself and you capabilites, and have faith that non-physical forces are always supporting you and rooting for you and guiding you. The future can be very, very bright and beautiful if you believe in a positive outcome. Hope you enjoy. Sending lots of love! Stay tuned for more. Talk to you soon.

A quick debriefing on another dictionary-defined example of controlled opposition. The guy's name is Professor Jiang and his youtube channel is called "Predictive History." It has over 1.7 *million* subscribers. Call me paranoid, but it actually doesn't freak me out, it's almost kind of exciting. But the coincidence between my words / rhetoric in "The War for Your Soul" and what he said in his most recent video is too 'on the nose' for me to believe it's just a coincidence. Peep the game my friends! Sending lots of love. Stay tuned for brighter material coming soon.

An introduction by Abraham Hicks, followed by a ramble about the proverbial "war for your soul" and the process of disentangling from the triggering events happening around us, how to recalibrate yourself into a state of appreciation, and all of the benefits of cultivating this practice for your mental health, your emotional health, and the positive manifestations that will unfold inside of you and around you as a universal reflection of your vibrational state. Take care of yourselves and keep loving yourself and others as much as possible! Stay tuned for more. Sending good vibes.

I'm at a loss for words. Send these people love and keep your head on a swivel because the immediate and long-term implications of the legislative action in Kansas and the war in Iran are not good. Moving forward it is of the utmost importance that we are focusing on the things we CAN control and protecting our emotional state and our mental clarity as much as possible. Sending love to you all. Stay tuned. Stay awake. Stay positive as much as you can. If you collapse emotionally, they win.

A ramble about fake advertisements, upcoming podcast ideas, checking my ego and humbling myself, telepathy depicted in modern cinema, the debatably loving/racist notion that Black people are very special, the impact of our demands upon others in how they treat us, and peeping the A.I. game for what it currently is and what could possibly lie ahead of us. Stay tuned for more! Sending lots of Love.

A quick story of a bizarre and humbling phone call I received while falling asleep on my couch last night; and an awakening regarding our action, our beliefs, our words, and the impact they have on ourselves and others.

A quick ramble about feeling healthy and optimistic, how the "nefarious" entities behind the collapse of civilization will never truly defeat the Spirit of the Earth, and how to remain unaffected by the internet's creepy attempt to demoralize us and enslave us. If you can learn how to live in harmony with the earth, the earth will keep you around. Stay hopeful my friends. Sending lots of love.

I'm too tired for a description, I'll add it later. Here's a long ramble about many ways you can soothe your body and your mind despite whatever is happening in your life and in the world. Sending lots of love! Stay tuned for more. Thank you for listening.

New episode tomorrow. Much love, sorry for the cussing my friends. We're always growing and learning.

A lengthy ramble about the intention behind the release of the Epstein files, the pertinence of sobriety during the upcoming tribulation, how to protect your inner divinity/faith, and an explication of the spirit of Satan and the war being waged on your alignement with Source. Sending lots of love to you all; take care of yourselves, and stay tuned for more.

A soul is a self-arising desire to exist. It is an extension of our Source. You are an extension of your Source. Simply put, your soul is your "desire to exist." A fancy way of putting it is, our Soul is an "individuation of eternal spirit." It is the reason why you are here in this body, and why you will reincarnate into another one, ad infinitum. Existence itself began as an intention to "be." We are individual extensions of that primordial intention to Be. 

Hope all that makes sense. Take it easy and stay tuned for more.

A dizzying ramble about getting sick, being wrong, being right, staying healthy, and some thoughts on what's happening in the world and why. Without getting too specific. More episodes soon! please be patient and take very good care of yourselves.

A ramble about saving your cash, living locally, the importance of water, sources of free energy, growing loofas, the benefits of Oil of Oregeno, and the psy-op to make men and women adverserial toward each other instead of appreciative and harmonic. Happy New Year!

We're in a time right now where everybody should be getting quiet inside and figuring out what matters to them. I think what's coming is big and we need to respect how easily we could be in a dire scenario if we don't prepare ahead of time. Shout out to my Canadians. Take care of yourselves, everyone. Listen to your inner guidance. It's the only source of real Truth.

No Christmas Special today. I am going to be lazy. Take care of yourselves and of the people you love! Be back soon.

A ramble about the power going out, Washington state being flooded, and a difficult realization about the interconnectedness of the current state of the world as civilization continues to wobble. Stay sharp my friends. Take care of yourdselves and the people around you.

A ramble about decaf coffee, flooding in Washington state, missing paper football, the "odyssey of the mind" program for kids, Elon Musk's prediction of the AI takeover, the debate of whether to enter the matrix, trying to eat healthy, the benefits of lavender tea, laughing at a molting chicken, and a preview of the upcoming episode on enlightenment.

A ramble about the movie Napoleon actually being good, Matthew McConaghey's decision to be in Killer Joe, shaving my head, the ongoing war with youtube ads, outer space being a manifestation, and the debate over flat earth theory.

A ramble about putting out a fire, sleep deprivation, body doubles throughout history, the mystery of outer space, slowly quitting zyn, and an exposition on what your Intuition is and how to tune into it when it's needed.

New episode up tomorrow hopefully. Hang tight and please be chill, Los Angeles.

Ken Burns is an alien but the new doc is good. A ramble about Bill Burr, not eating enough, the benefits of raw garlic, pre-1900 mud flood theory, Benjamin Franklin's questionable travels, the movie "Prisoners," and wanting to be a cop.

VERY explicit episode, heads up. A ramble about the matthew mcconaughey movie "Killer Joe," the new Ken Burns documentary, the struggle to quit Zyn, the continuing war against youtube ads, and the process of how each soul incarnates and reincarnates.

A ramble about quitting zyn, having truck problems, bad luck, and the basics of witchcraft and how to protect yourself from it.

Catching up, looking ahead, and a ramble about artificial intelligence, Charlie Kirk, civil war, getting dumber, and Ken Burns secretly being an extraterrestrial from outer space.


Opening Song: 
https://music.apple.com/us/album/i-want-candy/282215709?i=282215728

Closing Song:
https://music.apple.com/us/album/slayed/215738095?i=215738140

This is where it all comes together. Hope you enjoy. 

Intro Song:
https://michael-parallax.bandcamp.com/track/make-me-believe

Closing Song:
https://music.apple.com/us/album/fly-away/723338099?i=723338326

Today's episode details the first six months of staying at a (temporarily shut down) retreat center, in a small cabin surrounded by 106 acres of forest. I quickly determined that there is a creator to our existence, and got my hands in the dirt as a gardener and landscaper for the first time. Navigating extreme isolation by exploring the forest, meeting and befriending the founder of the retreat center, and working with a gardener full of ancient wisdom. I started my own podcast, began to talk about the nature of reality and our place in it, and continued an internal search for more clarity and understanding about the purpose of our existence. 

Intro Song 1:
http://https://music.apple.com/us/album/lost-in-the-world-feat-bon-iver/1445865909?i=1445866732

Intro Song 2:
http://https://music.apple.com/us/album/who-will-survive-in-america/1445865909?i=1445866737

Outro Song 1:
https://modestmouse.bandcamp.com/track/jesus-christ-was-an-only-child 

Outro Song 2: 
http://https://music.apple.com/us/album/a-change-is-gonna-come/1440495264?i=1440495265

After returning home to the U.S. from doing Ayahuasca, COVID-19 began to creep into the news, and all future plans got put on hold as the world shut down. I found myself briefly staying with my parents during the lockdown, before heading back to Chicago to cancel my lease and drive across the country to the Pacific Northwest. I ultimately road tripped from Northern Virginia to Chicago, then from Chicago through South Dakota, Montana, Idaho, to the western coast of Washington State. 

Intro Song:
https://music.apple.com/us/album/pursuit-of-happiness-nightmare-feat-mgmt-ratatat/1446012919?i=330341472

Closing Song 1:
http://https://music.apple.com/us/album/goin-out-west-2023-remaster/1695049294?i=1695049795

Closing Song 2: 
https://music.apple.com/us/album/pursuit-of-happiness-nightmare-feat-mgmt-ratatat/1446012919?i=330341472

Today's episode is a brief reiteration of the notion that all things are constantly changing. The unfolding of current events, the manifestations within your private life, your work life, your health, your finances, everything is consistently evolving over time, and sometimes changing rapidly. And we have the capacity to influence, and even control the manifested outcomes of our life, if we learn to control our thoughts and adjust our emotional state. 

Opening Song:
https://music.apple.com/us/album/all-in-a-days-work-feat-marsha-ambrosius/1440839174?i=1440839267

Closing Song:
https://music.apple.com/us/album/lovers-spit/1443266107?i=1443267087

This is part two of the story of dying on Ayahuasca. Enjoy.

Opening Song: “Body Song” by Patients https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TWJ7ynTqw-A

Closing Song 1: https://ohfortuna.bandcamp.com/track/bodies-broken

Closing Song 2: https://music.apple.com/us/album/love-vigilantes-alternate-version-bonus-track/314988639?i=314988699

Finding myself in the back of a moto-taxi in Iquitos, Peru, I met other retreaters heading to the same place and finally arrived at the Ayahuasca center out in the jungle. This episode details the first two Ayahuasca ceremonies, meeting the spirit of Ayahuasca as an old woman, and some signs and synchronicities in between.

Opening Song: https://michael-parallax.bandcamp.com/track/ghosts-spirit-come-in

Closing Song: https://music.apple.com/us/album/help-im-alive/1440945965?i=1440945967

After taking mushrooms alone in the dark one last time in Chicago, and introducing my mom to the mushroom space back in Virginia, the road to Ayahuasca took me first to a retreat center in the Pacific Northwest. I found myself being called to more retreat centers and more work in the “healing” profession, made some very interesting connections out West, and prepared myself for solo travel to Peru to commune with the spirit of Ayahuasca and finally get some answers about why we exist and how to do it better.

Opening Song: https://music.apple.com/us/album/welcome-home/1394440333?i=1394440754

Closing Song: https://music.apple.com/us/album/the-trapeze-swinger/314988639?i=314988698

Today’s episode is a continuation and conclusion of the affair story, as well as a transition into an emerging chapter of life pursuing a career in retreats and at retreat centers. One more retreat days episode after this, then I’ll get into ayahuasca. Stay tuned.

Opening Song: Monsters of Folk - “Temazcal”

Closing Song: https://music.apple.com/us/album/changes-feat-the-budos-band/1485051210?i=1485051494

Part one of a story recounting a romantic entanglement that cost me just about everything I had at the time. Major changes began to occur in my life and my personal growth after this. And a brief story of taking mushrooms in a State Park with a “friend” and finding myself having to start my life over, in many ways.

Opening Song: https://music.apple.com/us/album/put-a-date-on-it-feat-lil-baby/1450317766?i=1450317767

Closing Song: https://music.apple.com/us/album/when-the-night-is-over/1440909604?i=1440909751

More DMT stories that transpired in Chicago between 2017 and 2019, including watching a friend almost lose his mind, getting fired from my sales job, manifesting the best living situation I had ever experienced at the time, and passing the DMT torch over to a hungry soul that seemed fit for the job. Enjoy. Stay tuned.

Opening Song: https://music.apple.com/us/album/usa-boys/1577221958?i=1577221959

Closing Song: https://music.apple.com/us/album/cannons/1185722235?i=1185722402

Today’s episode is a lengthy recounting of several Psilocybin mushroom trips that culminated in an overwhelming experience of ego death at the apex of 5 grams of dried mushrooms. I go a bit into of the science of Psilocybin, the predictable and unpredictable aspects of the Psilocybin experience, and some rather insane synchronicities and entanglements that happened as a part of the journey of psychedelic exploration while living in Chicago.

Opening Song: http://https://music.apple.com/us/album/the-river-of-dreams/158815463?i=158816717

Closing Song 1: https://1cloudboys.bandcamp.com/track/aahyeahh

Closing Song 2: https://michael-parallax.bandcamp.com/track/head-haunted

Today's episode is a recounting of the process of extracting Dimethyltryptamine (DMT) from the roots of an acacia tree, and a description of the experiences under the influence of the molecule. Not too scientific, nothing fancy, just a few crazy stories that took place in Chicago in 2015. The next couple episodes will cover the DMT experience more extensively, as well as the bizarre synchronicities surrounding its usage.

Opening Song:
https://music.apple.com/us/album/4th-dimension-feat-louis-prima/1396710872?i=1396711208

Closing Song:
https://music.apple.com/us/album/freeee-ghost-town-pt-2-feat-ty-dolla-%24ign/1396710872?i=1396711558

Today’s episode is a recounting of the first time I ever tried psilocybin mushrooms and the psychedelic journey that I went on while digesting them, which included a full-blown near-death experience and full-blown Ego-Death at its peak. The experience pushed me onto a life path that has resulted in everything I talk about on this podcast. It’s a bit dramatic, but trust me the stories get crazier. Enjoy.

Opening Line by Terrence McKenna

Opening Song: https://tothehappyfew.bandcamp.com/track/dissolved

Closing Song: https://music.apple.com/us/album/shapeless-gone/491066556?i=491066558

Everything in existence is constantly changing shape to reflect back to you what has been going through your mind. This episode is a brief exposition of the omnipresent flow of change in our experience and how to use it to create the experiences you truly want to have. The podcast will be going through some changes as well, so look out for new stuff here in the near future.

Opening Song:
https://music.apple.com/us/album/wrapped-in-piano-strings/1389629230?i=1389629239

Closing Song 1:
https://music.apple.com/us/album/waves/1443063578?i=1443063983

Closing Song 2:
https://music.apple.com/us/album/when-i-grow-up/1440670168?i=259904709

A lengthy explication of how “the collapse of civilization” really is an opportunity to create a new way of life for ourselves, how and why the collapse is manifesting in our experience at the moment, and how to navigate the ostensibly rough road ahead in a way that brings us more freedom, abundance, harmony, connection, clarity and creative power.

Opening Song:
https://music.apple.com/us/album/all-we-need/1037433944?i=1037433945

Closing Song 1:
https://ohfortuna.bandcamp.com/track/faces-i-can-see-science-for-girls-remix-2

Closing Song 2:
https://music.apple.com/us/album/four-walls/549310655?i=549310976

Catching up, then a brief introduction to Abraham-Hicks content and how it heavily overlaps the content and perspective of this podcast. Also a quick timeline of personal experiences leading to the discovery of Abraham-Hicks and some divergences and differences between her perspective and mine on the nature of existence as manifestation. But a profound teacher nonetheless. You can find more about her at https://www.abraham-hicks.com

Opening Song:
https://programmusic.bandcamp.com/track/waiting-2

Closing Song:
https://music.apple.com/us/album/just-a-ride/277045296?i=277045498

Abraham-Hicks Recording:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CFp-iPSPplE

(Second attempt--had to adjust the sound on the songs and re-upload the episode)

Healing is an autonomous process happening inside of your body at any given moment. It is carried by an ever-present momentum of life-force flowing through you (from Source) and can be blocked or allowed by your environment, your actions, and your inner reactivity to your past and present experiences.

Just some notes on the self-healing process, and how we can use this life-force to intentionally manifest the healed, whole, balanced version of ourselves in the present moment. Nothing too crazy.

Opening Song: "Doorways" by Radical Face
https://music.apple.com/us/album/touch-the-sky-welcome-home-ep/1394440333

Closing Song: "St. Bernadino's Fire" by Oh Fortuna
https://spiritcat.bandcamp.com/album/the-fireworks-of-electric-human-love

A brief exposition of the vibrational frequency of "Love," how Love is the most powerful manifestation of Source energy, and some advice on how we can manifest more of it in our experience. Mostly through Appreciation.

Opening Song: "Heaven's on Fire" by The Radio Dept.
https://music.apple.com/us/album/clinging-to-a-scheme/1518908645

Closing Song: "Rill Rill" by Sleigh Bells
https://music.apple.com/us/album/treats/371959684

The Astral Realm is the imaginative infinite space of Source energy, and we have access to this space at all times. A description of what I understand to be the Astral Realm, its overlap with the Physical Realm, the underlying fabric of Pure Potentiality, and how the process of manifestation occurs throughout the three realms of our experience.

Opening Song: "Jordan River" by Michael Parallax
https://michael-parallax.bandcamp.com/album/vicious-people-ep

Closing Song: "We Own the Sky" by M83
https://music.apple.com/us/album/saturdays-youth/1007596648

A lengthy ramble about the nature of existence as manifestation, some brief stories of spiritual emergency and the clarity that follows, and a story of supporting a dying elder through telepathy.

This episode is a preview of the bridge between The Way and the Act of Creation.

Opening Song: "Apply" by Glasser
https://music.apple.com/us/album/ring/1565846589

Closing Song: "Drifting in and out" by Porcelain Raft
https://music.apple.com/us/album/strange-weekend/491066556

The Earth is a Spirit manifesting in physical form, and we are extensions of her form. She created us to take care of her, and in return she will keep us around. This is how I tune into her, speak with her, listen to her, and what she has had to say thus far.

Don't just take my word for it. I highly recommend you go out and listen to her soon. She may have something important to tell you.

Opening song: "Heavy Pop" by WU LYF
https://music.apple.com/us/album/go-tell-fire-to-the-mountain/442815754

Closing Song: "We Have to Know" by Blackbird Blackbird
https://music.apple.com/us/album/summer-heart/1480557601

Full Audiobook version of the Tao Te Ching (translated as "The Book of the Way"). This version was translated and edited by Lin Yutang (1895-1976) and is available in printed form through 'Taoist Classic Complete Works.'

There will be commentary episodes uploaded in the future. All Ancient Texts will be uploaded as isolated audiobook episodes, with commentary and analysis offered separately.

The background audio is called "Forest Ambience" by Nature Sound Series.