TFS Podcast

He grew up in Macquarie Fields, surrounded by chaos, moving between homes and trying to find where he fit in. What started as a normal life slowly shifted into something else, as the streets began to take over and the consequences started stacking up.Drugs, violence, and prison became part of the journey, but that’s only one side of the story. The harder part came after, trying to come home, trying to be a father, a partner, and a man, while carrying everything that life had already taught him.This episode isn’t about glorifying a life of crime. It’s about what that life really does to a person, and what it takes to try and rebuild when you’ve been shaped by survival for so long.Now, he’s focused on something different. He’s taken what he’s lived through and is putting it into a sports programme called From The Ground Up, aimed at guiding young people before they end up down the same path.

He spent 15 years in a bikie gang… living a life built on violence, loyalty, and survival.Shot. Burned. Left for dead. Most people don’t come back from that.But this isn’t just a story about the past… it’s about what comes after.Finding purpose and Changing direction, proving it’s never too late to turn your life around.If you feel like you’ve gone too far… this one’s for you.

She made headlines… but that’s not the full story.In this episode of TFS TV, Nikita speaks out about what really happened, from being targeted and intimidated, to the reality of living under pressure most people will never understand.This isn’t media spin. This isn’t second-hand opinion. This is her story, in her own words.A story of fear, survival, and standing your ground when everything around you tells you to stay quiet.

The Rise & Fall of “Notorious.”In this episode, Ben opens up about his life inside the bikie world, the loyalty, the violence, and the consequences that followed.From the highs to the reality of prison, this is the side people don’t see. No filters, just the truth.

In this episode of the TFS Podcast, we sit down with Tee pac from Long Beach, California.Raised in the Polynesian community of Long Beach, he shares the story of his life growing up in the streets of California and the experiences that eventually led him to spend nearly two decades inside the American prison system.While incarcerated, he began uploading videos from prison, using humour and storytelling to give people a rare glimpse into life behind the walls. Those videos started reaching people far beyond the prison yards and introduced many to the personality behind the nickname “Tongan pac.”In this conversation, he opens up about his upbringing, prison life, the lessons he learned along the way, and the journey that shaped the man he is today.

Simon Kerr is one of the most notorious criminals in New Zealand history.Raised in boys homes and state care, Kerr’s life quickly spiralled into crime. As a teenager he was already robbing banks, and by the 1980s he had become the leader of the infamous Hole-in-the-Wall Gang, a crew known for smashing through walls and ripping safes straight out of banks and businesses.Over the decades Kerr racked up nearly 150 convictions, escaped prison multiple times, and even spent 13 days on the roof of Mt Eden Prison in a dramatic standoff with authorities.For years his name appeared in headlines, police reports, and manhunts across the country.But behind the crimes is a deeper story, one that begins in New Zealand’s boys homes and state care system, where many of the country’s most notorious offenders spent their childhoods.This is a raw conversation about crime, consequence, survival and redemption.

Musa Strange is a former prison gang member who rebuilt his life through Islam after facing the harsh realities of the streets and incarceration. His journey began in environments shaped by violence, loyalty, and survival, but everything changed when he took his shahada and committed himself to a new path.

Mad Interview with the bro Lil Sick. Lil Sick is a rapper and voice of survival whose life was shaped by chaos from the start, he’s spoken openly about being born into addiction, growing up in a large, unstable family, and facing violence and bullying from a young age. His music comes straight from lived experience, turning trauma, anger, and pressure into bars that reflect the reality of coming up with nothing and having to build yourself from scratch.

Darrylee Antoinette Kahle is a domestic abuse survivor who now uses her voice to help others recognise the signs of control, break cycles of violence, and rebuild their lives. Through sharing her lived experience, she brings awareness to the realities of abuse behind closed doors and offers hope to those who feel trapped in silence. Her story is one of resilience, survival, and reclaiming power.

He was one of the highest-ranking members of the notorious Finks Motorcycle Club, but prison didn’t just break him… it transformed him.In this raw, unfiltered interview, Adam Smith opens up about, the reality of bikie life and brotherhood. The fight in prison that changed everything, what hierarchy and respect really mean behind bars and how he found redemption and purpose after the clubThis isn’t glorification. It’s a real story from inside organized crime and the lesson that only truth can teach.

Shannon Althouse is a former Rebels bikie enforcer who lived through gang violence, prison time, and multiple attempts on his life.Today, he’s walked away from that world and dedicates his life to mentoring Aboriginal youth, turning pain into purpose and protecting the next generation from the path he once took.

Prince is a former gang-involved man who transformed his life after prison and years in Australia’s dark underworld. Through discipline, accountability, and daily growth, he now shares his journey of change and self-mastery, inspiring others to rewrite their stories and build a better future.

This is an interview with Michael aka Widows Tama, a Freemason who opens up about the craft, the brotherhood, and what Freemasonry really represents.His insights brought a whole new understanding of the principles, symbolism, and discipline behind the lodge, while dispelling many of the allegations often spoken about the fraternity.A powerful and eye-opening kōrero. 🕯️

Former 21 District member. Real street history, prison, real consequences, and real growth.Malik talks honestly about the drill days, the Sydney postcode wars, time lost, the regrets, and why he decided to move different.

Jacob Little is a survivor-turned-advocate who co-founded About Time For Justice, an organisation supporting survivors of institutional abuse and systemic harm. After experiencing the justice system firsthand, including youth detention, prison, and abuse, he turned his life around, now studying law and working to help others find healing, justice, and support through lived experience and advocacy.

RunThatRehab is a former Filipino drug dealer who turned his life around after years of addiction and street life. Now in long-term recovery, he shares raw, honest insights about crime, consequences, and rebuilding from rock bottom. Through RunThatRehab, he advocates for discipline, accountability, and real change.

Shania shares her incredible story of redemption. At the age of 6 she was abused, leaving her lost, confused, and angry at the world.Going to a strip club at 16 with a fake ID, she started working there, entering the dark world of "the industry."After a long battle with meth addiction, she finally found God and life has never been the same since.

Brother H shares his testimony of overcoming poverty and crime to becoming a positive role model in his community. He is a third generation member of the black power and is leading the way, making positive changes within his gang and in his town of Whakatane.

My Testimony is the perfect example of God using ordinary people to do extraordinary things.

My struggle with crime, gangs, prison, erectile dysfunction and virginity.

Mark Talanoa shares his incredible story of redemption. Originally from Glen Innes he moved to Sydney as a teenager to chase his dreams of being in the NRL. He eventually joined a bikie gang, after which he was incarcerated. Since being deported from Australia he now works with the youth.

Feleti Hema sharing his inspiring story of going from feared Hells Angels enforcer to youth worker, helping the nations most at risk.

Zahn Simeon shares his inspiring story of redemption and growing up in New Zealand's most notorious cult - CENTREPOINT

Jay Hepi shares his inspiring true story. After being taken from his family into state care, he climbed to the top of the gang world , becoming a champion kickboxer and university student in the process. After a battle with drug addiction he made a drastic change. He is now working with youth and the Nga Puhi iwi to make the far north a better place for all.

LJ torrie shares his incredible story. After witnessing his mother unalive someone at the age of 5, his mum went to prison. LJ spent the majority of the rest of his life in and out of prison and institutions.After serving his last prison sentence he has now done the inner healing he always needed and has studied to become a personal trainer, starting his own business Pushing Weight NZ.

Ben grew up in Mt Druitt western Sydney. After joining a notorious Bikie gang and rising through the ranks , he found himself sitting in prison charged with large commercial supply. After his father died he changed his life and wanted to honour his dads memory. He is now a personal trainer and has his own company Bennys Fit secrets.

Rihari "ripper" Yukich shares his inspiring story of growing up amongst crime and poverty. He went viral after the Mt Eden prison fight club videos surfaced on the internet, in which he fights 5 people one after the other to earn his patch as a gang member. He has now found the Lord and is giving back to the community.

Jay Malkoun shares his story of growing up on the rough streets of Melbourne. After serving 10 years in the notorious Pentridge prison he rose to prominance in the Australian underworld, becoming the state president of the Comancheros MC. After surviving a car bomb explosion, he has now turned his life around and written a book "The Consultant."

Danny shares her inspiring story of redemption, growing up entrenched in gang culture, and finding God.

Nekewhenua "Snakey" Wirihana shares his inspiring story of redemption. After moving to Australia as a youth to escape the gang infested streets of Hastings. He went on to become the youngest member of the Hells Angels worldwide, receiving his patch at only 20 years old. After being deported he is now deep involved in Te ao Maori, and has reconnected to his roots, his culture, and his land.

Ex Mobster Waka Tither shares his incredible story of overcoming, poverty, crime, gangs and prison. To becoming a humble servant of Christ. Theme music by The Plowman - Blind : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hMzvVArM2e8

Nova Lopala shares his inspiring story of redemption, overcoming the struggles of deportation and gang life to running his own online fitness business where he trains people from all over the world not only physically but mentally as well.

Howard Cocker shares his story of running havoc on the streets of south Auckland to becoming a humble servant of Christ.

Petani shares his inspirational story of redemption. After a hard upbringing on Panama Road, he found himself escaping is harsh upbringing by joining the local street gang. At the age of 16 he was sentenced to life in prison for murder, not long after that he was also charged with a murder behind bars. After years behind bars he realised things needed to change and had an encounter with God. He started opening up and participating in treatment programmes. After being granted parole after almost 14 years. he has now been out of prison for 4 years and co directs One Eighty Turn charitable trust. An organisation dedicated to mentoring at risk youth, so they do not make the same mistakes he did. If you would like to contact Petani feel free to email: pfaavae@outlook.com

Tyrell Karaka from Manurewa, South Auckland shares his story of redemption. He grew up around criminal activity, drugs and violence, but also excelled in rugby league. Eventually he found himself addicted to drugs and in and out of prison. After serving his most recent prison sentence he has now been out for 3 years. He shares the struggles of changing this life for the better, and how it it has not been an easy journey.

George Ngaau AKA BLSD one shares his inspiring story of redemption. After growing up amongst crime and gangs he found himself in prison serving 12 years for serious offences. During that time he turned his life around and is now a well known christian rapper spreading a message of peace and love.

Former Rebels president Dave Martin shares his story of redemption. After joining the navy at 26 years old, he found his passion. Unfortunately though because of his violent tendencies he found himself in a notorious military prison. After leaving the navy and joining the Rebels MC he rose through the ranks to become president of his own chapter in Queensland. After the notorious VLAD laws were put in place Dave decided to leave the club life behind. He is now living his best life, and is doing his best to put his past behind him.

Lee Bell shares her story of redemption. After being adopted and losing her adopted mother she led a rebellious life that led to crime, gangs, addiction and cooking meth. She now volunteers at a faith based rehab "Arapohue retreat" where they heal addiction through the power of the gospel.

2 keen is a rapper who has recently been deported from Australia. He shares his story after being able to reflect on his life during his time of incarceration.

This weekend I attended a family violence conference with over 150 men from around New Zealand. Phil Paikea, Vic Tamati and the safe man safe family team are an organisation that travels New Zealand spreading hope and awareness about family and sexual violence.

This is a collection of interviews of various people who attended the conference. The full video is on my YouTube channel : "The Fresh Start w/ Dave" SafeMan SafeFamily Fundamental #safemansafefamily SMSF is a lifestyle choice to UNCOVER (violence, abuse, trauma), DISCOVER (why it happened and how to heal), and RECOVER (through learning, practicing, failing, trying, achieving, reflecting, and resting). This is a self-led lifelong journey owned by and accountable first and foremost to oneself. Email: info@safemansafefamily.org.nz

Breanna Muriwai disappeared on August 28, 2022 under suspicous circumstances. Her mother Jasmin Gray shares her story and that of her daughter. The heart aches, the trials, and the tribulations. Jasmin believes the people Breanna was last seen with know more than they are leading on, and is hard pressed to uncover the truth of New Zealand's underworld.

Regan and James, 2 former gang leaders share their stories of redemption. Both were born and bred on the east coast of New Zealand. They have been through a life of violence and crime, and are now looking to restore the communities they once terrorized. Give their page on FB a follow "Hauora35"

Peter Lyndon James is the founder of Australia's largest rehab "shalom house." He himself is a former career criminal and drug addict who spent the better half of 26 years behind bars. After spending most of his youth and adulthood in prison he realised his life needed a change. He now helps other men and women do the same.

Former street worker Tommy Raki shares his remarkable story. After being abused in state care multiple times he ran away to K road, the red light district of Auckland. Not long after he was engaging in street work to survive and found himself immersed in the Auckland night life. After years of violence, drugs and abuse he's now managed to find happiness, and encourages many of his former street worker friends to do the same.

Mony Mathew Ater shares his heartbreaking story of being deported back to South Sudan, a place where everyday life is a struggle. After serving time in Australia he was sent back to South Sudan, a country he had never stepped foot in. He now lives day to day not knowing what will happen tomorrow, he has almost died multiple times from disease and famine. If you would like to help or if you know any organisations that can help, you can contact Mony on: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/South.Sudan.666 Email: pantherwithin@gmail.com Mobile: +254 735 723501

Walt Heyer shares his incredible testimony of the struggles and abuses he endured in his youth, which he believes led him to identify as a transgender woman. He now travels the world with his wife sharing his testimony. Check out his website: sexchangeregrets.com

Francis Loto, the founder of notorious Sydney prison gang OC shares his story of redemption. After a life of abuse, drugs and crime, and after serving his last prison sentence he decided to change his life for the better and be a positive role model for the many youth that look up to him.

Matilda Kahotea shares her inspiring story of growing up amongst crime, gangs and abuse here in New Zealand. After a life of drug dealing and violence she realised she needed to break the cycle. She is now the CEO and founder of Nga Kete Wananga Solutions where they help rehabilitate men and women.

Gloria Masters' shares her heartbreaking experience. Gloria was born into a household that embraced sex trafficking, so her father used her for financial gain. She endured unimaginable suffering from his abuse for 16 years until the day she escaped. Contact her on Social Media: https://gloriamasters.com

Brenda shares her story of surviving a Maori "self-improvement programme" endorsed by Te Unga Waka marae in Auckland. The programme is run by social workers who claim to be "tohunga." The Maori equivalent to a healer or witch doctor. After being abused and treated like a slave by the tohunga she escaped and now wants to help those still being abused.

Kimi from Pukekohe, south Auckland shares her story of redemption. After years of abuse, gangs and drug addiction, she was eventually sent to prison for a range of crimes. She is now out and doing her best to give back and help others heal. She is currently on tik Tok under @teamgheeghee_captain https://www.tiktok.com/@teamgheeghee_captain where she has over 30k followers.

Dr Selwyn Stevens is a leading expert on all things freemasonry, and is also a best selling author. His works include Unmasking freemasonry, Signs and Symbols, and unmasking Mormanism. All of his books can be found on this website and also the schedule for his upcoming tour: https://jubileeresources.org/collections

Ronald Isherwood grew up in the slums of Fitzroy, Melbourne. His father was a member of the notorious painters and dockers union. From a life time of crime, addiction, lavish living, and prison, Ron's seen it all. He has served time in Pentridge prison, Melbourne. Grafton prison in Sydney, and also in Queensland jails. He is a now a recovery, transformation coach snd the director of https://www.thetruthaboutaddiction.com.au He is about to release a book on his life later this year. Get in contact with Ron on FB - https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100064766356470 Check out his YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/@UCPT_9a-rTzYIRFJwIcC_x1A Theme music: The Plowman: Steady marching. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8yrMWEojOZg

Anahera Rigby shares her heart-wrenching testimony along with that of her sister Ariki. Ariki Rigby was found in a burnt out car in Havelock North. The killers have still not been found.

Duke shares his testimony of being a Mongrel Mob member. After being sentenced to life in prison, he and other members starting making changes for the better whilst incarcerated. He is still a member today and is helping other members find healing and redemption.

Caine Richardson shares his story of redemption. After spending most of his youth locked up in the notorious Ashley youth detention centre, he was subject to physical and sexual abuse. Which shaped his violent behaviour throughout his years in detention and prison. After 2 police sieges in his late twenties he realised something had to change. He now works in the spaces of rehabilitation and is making up for his past mistakes.

Former state ward and gang member Fete Taito shares his story of growing up in the boys homes suffering abuse and trauma. Then graduating from borstals to prison and becoming involved with the notorious NZ gang, the King Cobras.   He currently is working with the royal commission inquiry into abuse in state care committee here in New Zealand.

After a drug house robbery gone wrong, Dean found himself at the age of 14 sitting inside Long Bay prison in New South Whales. He grew up on the tough streets of inner city Sydney,  and had already spent a lot of time in boys homes.  After spending many years in and out of prisons across Australia, he ended up in rehab where he decided things needed to change, and he eventually gave his life to the Lord.  He is now a successful business man and has written a book about his life called "King hit."  Get the book here: https://www.kinghitbook.com

Kayla is the daughter of a gang president. She dated a gang hitman where she was constantly abused and hospitalised 38 times in one year. She has sold large quantities of meth, been held hostage, and escaped death more than once.  She has now found peace and given her life to God, and is on her path to finding redemption, this is her story.

Sitting in prison on a raft of charges including kidnapping, guns, drugs and counterfeiting was very different to what Janet had imagined for her life.  Excerpt from Janet Balcombe's book, "The Wild Side."  Janet shares his story of going from a country girl, too dating one of the largest meth cooks in New Zealand.

Interview with my good mate Myles Gibbons. We discuss our time in prison together, and what led to his incarceration including selling firearms and drugs to an undercover police officer.   After coming back to New Zealand he has changed his life for the better, now working in the corporate world, and encourages others not to make the same mistakes he did.

Interview with Melbourne graffiti writer and co-founder of the KSA graffiti crew @armedksa one of the pioneers of Melbourne graffiti culture.

He shares his story of growing up in Dandenong. From boys homes he eventually landed in the notorious Pentridge prison.

Graffiti saved him and he still paints to this day.

Jason shares his story of growing up in a violent home, which led to spending most of his youth incarcerated.   After escaping from Parkville youth Justice centre, which made national headlines, he was moved to adult prison at only 16.  After being released from prison in 2014 he has never returned. After battling drug addiction, depression and attempted suicide, he is now in the best shape of his life. This is his story.

Michael Huna Te Pou shares his story of redemption.  A patched member of Mangu Kaha Aotearoa, he has spent 40 years of his life behind bars. From boys homes to prison he has seen it all.  He is now with the Grace foundation in Auckland and looking forward to his new life in recovery.

Cesar Nino AKA Wikse 210 is originally from Colombia, but as a child was adopted by an Australian family.  After spending a total of 17 years inside the NSW prison system, he has now changed his life for the better.  “This interview is dedicated to my son J Niṉo and Grandson Mason… 🙏🏽💯🙏🏽”  WIKSE

Dane Simms shares his story of redemption. Dane grew up on a Koori mission in New South Whales where unfortunately he landed into a life of crime.  In and out of prison since he was 12 years old, he has spent almost 10 years inside Goulburn prison, one of the toughest jails in Australia.  After serving his last sentence, he is now committed to making a better future for his wife and children. 

Trent Reeves shares his story of redemption, and how he became the Vice President for the Nomads motorcycle club in Perth, Western Australia.

Misi is currently being housed in Australia's notorious Christmas "Hell" Island. He shares his story of redemption, and what led him to becoming a drug addict and armed robber, before changing his life in prison.

This is the story of Maui, a sovereign being who has been able to turn his life around and start making some positive changes.  Originally from Manurewa, and as a youth being involved in sports. He then found himself involved with drugs and gangs. He eventually went to prison, and joined the Rogue chapter of the Mongrel mob.  He has now found his calling in life with his faith, and being registered with the Hapu Tangata Whenua Suveran Authority.

Neke "Snakey" Wirihana shares his story of redemption. He moved to Australia with his family as a youth to escape the gangs in his native Hawkes Bay.  In 2014 Neke was the youngest Hells Angels to receive his patch in the world. In 2016 he was deported to New Zealand after serving his last prison sentence.  He is now a christian, and involved with Te ao Maori, and is keen to educate the youth about not making the same bad choices he did.

Joshua Smart from Glebe, Sydney, shares his story of growing up in the streets mongst crime and gangs.  In 2014 he was shot outside his home along with his father, who miraculously survived a bullet wound to the head.   He is out of jail now and advises others not to take the path of crime and prison.

Interview with Mongrel Mob Kingdom president Sonny Fatupaito.

Andrew Martin jumps on the show for a much requested part 2. He shares his story of spending a total of over 27 years inside prisons across Australia.  He was co-offenders with Dane Sweetman and a member of a neo-nazi gang, of which the movie romper stompers is based on.

Dave Letele Sr, one of the founders of grace foundation New Zealand, shares his story of redemption.  He was made a ward of the state at 10, became a patched member of the mongrel mob at 15, then Auckland president at 19.  After being sentenced to 10 years for armed robbery, he leaves the gang, and eventually finds God, and the grace foundation begins.   A one of a kind organisation in New Zealand that caters for women, children, gang members, drug addicts etc and showing them the goodness of God.

Chris Nahi is a former NRL player originally from Beach haven, Auckland.   He shares his story of going from being an NRL star to drug dealer and addict. After numerous prison sentences he was deported was Australia to New Zealand.  Since his return he has started a rehabilitation programme called Victory house, a faith based rehab. If you would like to reach out to them, hit this link : https://www.victoryhouse.com.au

Former Australian underworld figure Vince Focarelli shares his story of growing up in Adelaide.   He formed his own street gang as a teenager, then escalated to working with organised crime syndicates. He eventually climbed the ranks to become the state president of the Comancheros in south Australia.  He is now in Malaysia and has left that life of crime behind, and is doing his best to benefit the community through his faith.

The brother Timani from Mangere, south Auckland, shares his story of finding the Lord and now expressing his faith through music.

Matty is the owner of pinky's gym in WA. He's doing a lot of positive things, mentoring the youth and keeping kids off the street.  He shares his story of redemption, growing up in the streets hustling to joining a motorcycle club, to serving time in prison for assaulting a registered police informant and convicted pedophile.

The bro Richy shares his story of trying to go straight after being locked up across Australia in NSW, WA and NCT.  He was deported to New Zealand where he has also served time. He speaks on some of the struggles of Rehabilitation and the difference between the prison systems he's been in.

Allan Adams is labelled by the media as the most prolific burglerer in the countries history, with over 400 convictions.  His story is a heartbreaking tale of abuse, and neglect inside state care. Which led to him to being kept in over 5 boys home institutions across NZ, then being imprisoned in the notorious Mt eden mens prison at only 16 years of age.

WARNING: If you know rapist VIVIAN MOULE, BEWARE! He was also not charged by police because he is considered a pillar of the community and during his time at Beck house he was married to the Napier police chiefs daughter.

Te Kai Po Ahuriri shares his story of going from drug dealing and gangs, to now giving back to the community through numerous outreach programmes for homeless and drug addiction.

The brother Lee shares his story of being deported from Australia with zero criminal convictions and the struggles of being a 501 in NZ.  He now owns a gym called Box on boxing Blenheim, an area with a very high suicide rate, mentoring youth and raising their self confidence through fitness.

Sydney underworld enforcer Graham "Abo" Henry gives his most in depth interview, giving insight into the corrupt world of organised crime in Sydney.

Leonard Ottone is the founder and CEO of Vicdor living centre and author of "Coming clean," a book about his life of crime and heroin addiction.  Going through youth detention, then on to Pentridge prison, where he spent a large part of his adult life.  http://www.leonardottone.com

Temm Dogg from Rotorua and patched member of the Mongrel Mob shares his story of prison, drugs, and finding redemption in his music.

https://route501advocacy.org Felipa Payne and her team are launching a class action against the Australian government in regards to the 501 immigration act, the unlawful deportation of Australians out of their own country. And the horrendous conditions inside the detention centres.

Gary Wright shares his story of redemption. From dealing drugs and controlling the trade with his crew in Melton, to serving multiple prison sentences.  He now has over 30k followers on tiktok, where he shares his testimony, and encourages the youth not to make the same mistakes he did.

Rapper Merchy from Newtown, Sydney has recently been released from prison.

Mark shares his story of redemption. Going from bikie gangs and drugs, to inspiring and speaking his truth to audiences around New Zealand.